I?m not the best girlfriend in the world , im gonna screw up a lot . Maybe even past some limits . I?m a messed up person because of my past , and it?s gonna be hard for you to put up with me . I don?t say the right things in a relationship , and i do things that aren?t right sometimes . I never really understood how a real relationship works . I?ve been screwed over , played , lied to , cheated on , etc,. i have the fear of you not loving me back because of my past boyfriends even thought you say it alot every day. I?m scared that you'll truly know and understand me because honestly i am a crazy person . I?m scared of having someone that will never let me go , no matter how many mistakes i make because ive never felt this way before . I?m scared of being in relationships , because its hard to trust boys because most of them just want sex but i can seriously trust you because you show me that you are a truthful helpful respectful boy and i think you for that . I?m not the best girlfriend ,possibly could even be the worst , but im going to try and ill always try . But one thing I assure you , ill always love you . forever and always