let me start of by saying hi and thanks for looking i been seeing my ex on and of for about 9yr now out of that relationship we have a son but i was marriied out of thse 5yr and i have a daughter with my wife out of the 9yr with my ex i been with as a itiem for 2 we broked up because sghe thought i was cheating on her at this time in my life i wasn't i was in love with her but i had friends that new her wellwe all uesd to work togather they uesd all was tell me not ot get to involved with her she is no good and slept around i all ways had that in the back of my head that day when she camed to me with that is what made me end it for 2 weekends that i ues to see her i was to tired to spend time with her i work long hours she ghot mad sand said that to mr because of something that happen in her past . she wonted to get back to gather but i had those thoughts in my head then at that time i met my wife. i never took time to get over my ex i didn't wont to get my wife i just wont to be friends but she wonted more but we ben i a relationship then 2yr into that relationship i heard from my ex and we start talking and things spark up once again with use my wife who was my gf then found out and confront her and me i did what any man do is lied about . i talk to my ex and broke ever thing off with her then my wife wont to get married i didnt but shesaid if we don't get married she would leave me so i married her but a year into the marriage some how my ex got in contact with me though a family member and i couldn't help but called her and every sdernce then i been seeing her on and off like i said at the begining we have a son and me my wife have a daughter over the years me and wife just grown a part i felt in love with ex 6 months ago even do we been see each other off and on and she moved on to diffrent guys over the year i relaized that i been in and out of her life for 9yr and every time i see her it never feels old .a year in a half ago me my wife just started to argue more and sence then i been sleeping on the couch me my wife had a big arguement i decide in sep i was moveing out i told her that i was uhn happy and i had another child it hurted me to tell her that but even to this day she act like noughthing happen . but back in jan i ask my ex if we could try to fix what we once had she said yes to but as time went by it was like she didn't care or put no effort in to it then lasst week she told me she had feelings for a guy that she dated 6mth ago i got mad and ask why she aint tell i told to be up front with me and let me know if u didn't won't to do this just let me know i kind of new in the back of my head it was alwys like she didn't won't to be bother wit . but i love her and i dont know what to do. i know this long but i had let this please give me feed back good or bad. I know i brought this all on my self but i let my emotions and hart get in the way of things thanks